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and I don’t know what to do…

My credit is fucked and it is going to make me pay $1000 so I can get a new apartment.

I owe my school’s health services money.

I super negative in a bank account because they are stupid and I got charged $165 in overdraft fees.

I still need to buy one of my textbooks, which is $125 and now I’m behind in the class already.

I have 6 credit cards that have to be paid on.

A $900 medical bill just went to collections.

I don’t make shit at my job at Disney.

I’m on food stamps, but I go hungry because I don’t get enough.

My student loan goes up every semester because I stay in school, even though I don’t know what I am doing with my life yet.

I even just started a second job…

I just wish things would get easier. I keep telling myself that they will. But it just seems that the light at the end of the tunnel is just an incoming train and I’m going to crash and burn. 

So much for having a bachelor’s degree. I barely pull $300 a month with it. I don’t know why I worked so hard. I thought that maybe one day I could have a decent job and health insurance.

Instead, I am drowning in debt. I’m sure the stress and my diabetes might kill me if I can’t figure this shit out soon.